From time to time over the years, I have kept a journal. I alway enjoy looking back over a year's time and seeing the unconscious change that was being taking place. An issue I was struggling with a year ago, which today I have solid conclusions about. A particular sin that was overwhelming me, which now has been overcome. A struggle of doubt which has now become a harbor of rest for my tossed soul.
When we have the blessing of seeing our growth in grace, we begin to realize how far we have come since our days before Christ interposed His precious blood and saved us.
Those things we once rejoiced in, have become to us like husks which swine feed upon. Think of how we used to fill up our empty lives with gluttony for food, or endless time in front of a screen, desperately looking for some false feeling of approval. From addiction to porn to over-loving work, we were trying find our value and worth in something, anything; our homes, cars, kids, clothes, social connections, vacations or some natural talent we posses.
The world cannot comprehend why we do not join them in their love for these things. Though we still have homes and take vacations, these things no longer terminate in themselves. Where once these things where an end in themselves, now we do all for and out of great love for our Master Jesus Christ. We can't help but do all we do, whether it be eating or drinking, for the glory of God and in the hope that our actions will lead to His great name being known by all people.
What about you? Can you say that you no longer spend your time, thoughts and resources as you once did? Are you still feeding on the husks of the world, or have discovered the bounty that awaits you when you feed upon holy truths?
Lord, bring me to the end of finding my hope in the lusts of the flesh and delights of the eye, and cause me to find all my comfort in You, for your name's sake. Amen.
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